speaking from the heart.

whats going on my peoples..hope everybody is well and is doing well..but coming to write some stuff thats been wrecking my mind still..and i think if i write about it it will help me out to get it off my mine. so before i start i want to say i love yall dont want nobody to be offended by anything i say. aight so first thing...alot of things has recently happen and has happen before..well lets start what has recently happen..me and everybody knows who i was talking to(rhonda)..broke up..i put a facebook status of how i was feeling and one thing lead to another (what was said is between us) to we broke up...i admit what i did and how i did it was wrong and i apologize i wasnt thinking at the time..my intentions was not to break up..shid me,everybody and they momma thought we would be together for along time honestly..but like i say all the time things happen for a reason, the reason.. only god knows, buuut...i just want to say if your looking at this blog..that i never meant to hurt yoou or hurt your feelings or break your heart i told you i wouldnt and i didnt..thats wayyyy out of my league..and i was always completley honest with you about everything. but i just want to say that..i hope you forgive me..and i wish nothing but the best for you and my lil homies from the bottom of my heart..and you know no matter what you can call me for anything..you know ill be there..you know that..big head lil girl be careful,and please please choose wisely do that for me thanks and i never told you but i love ya (+:(see my lil smiley face lol) aight aight moving along moving along..hope yall still with me mann foreal...aight..the other thing that has happen..was i tried to get some of my homies together cause i felt it was tention and it was...clearly..i didnt and wasnt intending for that to happen that way..no shape or form..(what i say on my statuses all the time stay positive)..i thought we could and the reason why i say we because im in it as well because im trying to help fix it..bring everybody back together but it starts with us maning up...really mannnn...i see potential in everybody just imagined..Just think when everybody was in Dfe me,Crusha,Greg,Rdub,b flame,prince,nikko,(hope i didnt forget nobody) come on man we was unstoppable..we all had a part and we did our part..now that everybody has split up Into they own separate clicks or labels or whatever..we act like we all still can't come together..go to parties,come support each other whenever anybody do a show..help each other sale each others mixtape..ect..everybody has a part into doing something cause it's a never ending grind. Another thing is that we need to drop the little beefs and he say she say against each other shid we all about to hit 25..half way point to 30..some of us got kids this high school shit needs to come to a end quickly( excuse my French) but I refuse to let my nieces and nephews grow up in this stupidity and fooliness of everybody..they should be our motivation to make it somewhere whether it be with the music or anything (legal)..sorry but this is true. Like I know it's gone be hard for some people to drop stuff cause of They pride. but you gone eventually have to do it so why not do it now?? like rightnow i dont have the studio cause i took a break for me to get myself together..im cool im better than before i still got a ways to go..but it bothers me when i see my peoples not getting along like we use to. man when we was in high school..whewwww!!..man them was the days..we all went to parties with each other,when any of us got into a fight we was there for each other..like i said we was unstoppable and this coming from a lil dude that wasnt with yall for most of the stuff yall did..but i seen the bond everybody had..for years..and now its up and gone. and i refuse to give up on yall..i said i was gone leave it alone..but i lied..lol..so get ready. but i love all yall though and thats real nigga shiznit..we gone get it together though..I PROMISE. AS ALWAYS MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF AND OTHERS AROUND YOU STAY POSITIVE IGNORE THAT NEGATIVITY PEACE N LOVE MY FAMILY. P.S.. IF ANYBODY GOT A PROBLEM WITH WHAT I SAID FEEL FREE TO HIT ME UP. IN CASE YOU DONT HAVE MY NUMBER..ITS 615-474-0170.