father-hood

yes im up at 3:10 in the morning...i was out cooling with the circle just talking about everything...from kids,father-hood,music now days,kool-aide,smoking,drinking,ect...yoou know just talking..but out of all these different convos the one that stood out most and the one i just thought about the most was father-hood..we talked about how could you be a dead beat father?? how?? i dont know..but i know personally i couldnt and wouldnt be a dead beat..that wouldnt cross my mind..when i first have my little one..im going to be the best father i can be no if's and's or about it's. i mean im going to be excited more than the mother of my child..like im going to video document the whole pregnancy..lol..from when we find out she pregnant til she gives birth..i mean thats just me..and plus i want my child to see everything from the beginning. i always say i want twins..lol..thats it...lol..but ill be happy with whatever god bless me and my beautiful lady with..i wont complain at all. but yeaaa..thats just what stook with me out of all the convos we had..i can wait but i cant wait to have my little one. as always stay true to yourself and others around you peace n love.