DONT BE ALARMED IM COOL...

whats up my peoples...*sigh* havent blogged in a minute..been major busy and plus the internet has been acting stupid...sooo..ya know..uhh..i have a lot on my mind rightnow..and im not going to lie..i cant even explain it..not really its so many things i want to do with my life..like i want to get back in school..like REALLY!!! i do..i want to get my degree...and i want to find me a better job that i enjoy going to and doing...dont get me wrong or confused this is not a suicide note or some type of depression im just saying...i know people write these types of letters everyday..and these letters are warning signs..DONT BE ALARMED IM COOL...just got to write it down..cause this is how i feel..well a little of how i feel and whats going in my head..im trying to sort things out..but its kind of hard..when it dont go as planned..ya know..then you got to re route it..think of someting else to make it better..yada yada yada..im not trying to do all of that...but oh well its life..GOD does it for a reason..so i got to make do with what it is..and make the best of it..but yeaa..i guess im trying to make Something of myself cause all my life people have said i canT do this, and i cant do that...or they even might laugh..that really doesnt bother me..it moti..well you know the rest..oh what the hey..it motivates me to do better and when i do, do better..im not the one who throw it up in ya face and laugh...ill help you..thats just me..but yeaaaa...i feel a little better..but little is progress to something BIG..aight special shout out to all my homies the real homies...you know who you are..and to everybody else..i want you to know from the bottom of my heart...i pray for you every night before i go to bed...just sayng..but im about to be out...PEACE!!! 1LOVE EVERYBODY